Standing Up

Hello everyone that reads my blogs.

I just got off work and I'm bored.
So I will write a blog.
Because thats a good thing to do when your bored.

Work was busy today.
We had many parties.
This old stupid guy that I work with named Dennis tried to tell me I was being a smartass
but..I decided to tell him he was the smartass and to stop giving me crap because thats all he ever does.
Then he stopped talking to me which was fine. Sometimes it is important to stand up for yourself and what you want. Last year I never talked back to him and I let him walk all over me. This year will be different. Basically my outlook on life will be different. It's hard to stand up for what you want without looking like your the one that has the problem. It's a bit of a fine line to walk and I respect anyone that has the courage to know what they want and to go out and get it. Because being a pushover is the other alternative and thats basically unacceptable and more idiotish--check the dictionary on that word if you want. Imagine what the world would be look if everyone was a pushover. Hmmm. Dennis would rule the world...Booooo....

My dog is doing good. In case you were wondering.
I still need to get rid of it though...but no one wants to take it lol

I just got new tires and rims on my car..the rims are black they look great. Come see it sometime. I think now that I have a "bumpin" sound system and black on black wheels some Mexican will come along and pay a handsome amount of money for it. (no offense to any Mexicans out there) I think I will try and save my money a bit more before making more additions to my car or any other thing.

I wrote another poem, its a lot smaller than my big one. Here it is...

We had a good thing and we thought it might last
But that was a long time ago and it was in the past
We all go through changes and sometimes we walk away
And we regret it to this day
Some things only work out every once in a while
Hopefully some day we will look back on our trials with a smile
We never know what will come our way
The best way to live is for today
I always ponder
if absence makes the heart grow fonder
but maybe we just learn through our mistakes over time
and maybe in the end our dreams will last a lifetime

Oh I wrote another one too...

Remember there was a time of innocence
Remember what it was like then and now what’s the difference?
When the whole world once seemed so easy and free
Like a bird soaring through the air
Everything was pure and clear to me
Time shreds through my innocence making changes too unfair
Never again can I retreat
Into the safety of that innocence so sweet
Time has changed once again
Always moving, always changing never stopping
Forcing upon us to change we never end before we can begin again
Time moves in full circle never slowing down
Time burns the fuel of change
Working in ways unfamiliar and often strange
Never does it stop long enough to take a breath
Only waiting for a second
Outlasting everything even after death
Time, is a force to be reckoned.

Of course they're are a bit rough but I think thats my style basically.
I wanted to make a poem on time because time is such a powerful force that pretty much controls everything. I think I will go back and rewrite most of it because I think its lacking something...? More good news on my segment that I entered into a contest for poetry.com, It recieved an editor's choice award and I guess that means it will be on a cd collection as well as the book that they are making so wahoo. I also entered another segment of my much larger poem in for another contest for poetry.com I hope it does as well as my first one. So wish me luck!

Well that is all for today me thinks.