"yesterday love was such an easy game to play"

You know how things can seem pretty much perfect in your life one minute but it can all change in the next minute? You know the feeling you get in your gut when you know something is wrong and then your proven right? You know when you start to believe in something and then it stops, and the incredible ironic feeling you get when you realize things can stop so easily? You know how life seems to be moving so fast around you yet you become still and trapped. Like life was timeless and priceless for one moment and the next it's like your in the eye of a hurricane and your rendered useless and grounded to one spot because you fear to step back out.

Well I have finally produced a poem at work unfortunately its not really the kind of poem I had in mind and I would't really share it to the whole world yet my blog has become something of an escape to me that I seemingly cannot find elsewhere.

I had found someone

that I have just lost.

I had given a part of myself to someone

and of that I demanded no cost.

For one month and a half

Just getting started but never was finished,

too little of time to have a regret.

Another oppurtunity to be missed.

Just long enough to look back and laugh,

not long enough to let it all pass.

When can things stop long enough for me to hold,

everything just out of my reach and everyone walking away.

When everything drops and faces turn away with blank stares so cold,

with no look back, and not a thought to stay.

How do you ever make something last?

When all things flee from view,

and I'm just dancing on memories from a buried past?

Still searching for one path to stay true.

I had found someone that I just have lost.

"but its not so bad your only the best I ever had"